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WHO AM I KIDDING 

i changed so much, it's ridiculous. 

i made so many new friends. i became the girl i used to be. 

and i'm really happy. 

i don't know. 


and yeah, this summer is gonna be insane. i'm doing some crazy stuff. 

it's scary how i have no idea which direction my life is going. probably more than anyone at molloy. 

it's down to two directions, and is probably gonna be determined this summer. 



and i'm so ready for this. 


 
 
14 December 2008 @ 09:00 pm
you know what makes me happy? when I comment to myself about something that no one really knows about, and then you're the only one in the room who gets it and picks up on it. you get yelled at and then we go back to pretending the other doesn't exist.

i've got a feeling if I didn't adore you we'd actually become close friends.
 
 
30 November 2008 @ 05:47 pm
if i were smarter i wouldn't forgive you
 
 
22 September 2008 @ 04:30 pm
Sorry i'm so fucking sorry, for the time's you cried , the time's i

lied, the time's you lie awake at night through the loneliness i

find, i'm never coming back to you, i'm never coming back to you



CHORUS

Whatever i do where ever i go, i failed to be! Whatever i do, where

ever i go , i slowly see! Whatever i do, where ever i go, things

remain the same to me " i'm never coming back to you



VERSE 2

Forgive me, please Lord forgive me, in this time of need i've failed

to see, that i'm the only one for me, forgive me, through the loneliness i find.....



CHORUS

Whatever i do where ever i go, i failed to be! Whatever i do, where

ever i go , i slowly see! Whatever i do, where ever i go, things

remain the same Whatever i do where ever you go, i slowly see,

whatever i do whatever i say i've failed to be Whatever i do where

ever i go thing's remain the same i'm never never coming back to

you........ never coming back to you..... oh oh
 
 
14 September 2008 @ 08:20 pm
Left with nothing but a story to tell.

And I'm never gonna feel the same.
 
 
 
06 September 2008 @ 04:39 pm
There in my darkest hour,
Somehow you knew what I felt
And just in the nick of time you
Saved me from myself
Didn't know I could cut through my defenses
And see through the mask
I figured you must want something from me,
But you never asked
I just had to call and you were always there
I think you must have been the answer
To my prayer

With you I've got nothing to hide
My heart is starting to pound
Now the walls are tumbling down

I wish I could find the words that
Linger just out of reach
I see myself in your eyes and
Lose my power of speech
I am someone now that I don't recognize
It took someone like you to shatter my disguise

Now I've got nothing to hide
My heart's remembering to pound
I can feel the walls coming down
I've got nothing to hide
All that I needed was you around
Now the walls are tumbling down

Head in the sky, feeling just like
Some kind of lovesick child
I finally pulled through and I owe it to you,
Don't want to keep it inside

I am someone now that I don't recognize
Oh, I'm healing, I'm believing,
You made me realize
 
 
04 September 2008 @ 03:38 pm
Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

You're coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you

I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
 
 
26 August 2008 @ 09:36 pm
When will you ever learn, sweet little girl? 

You can't be a nice person forever.
 
 
17 August 2008 @ 05:57 pm
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
Ask me your questions
oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Comet tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Come tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
All in a rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start...
 
 
 
10 August 2008 @ 10:58 pm
Heaven sent
You’ve no devices left
I’ve been crowned with my way
Your carelessness
Will take the edge off of
All I’ve thrown in your face


So this is how it feels to be right
After fighting so long
I’m rescued by your wrong

Soul to spare
Said I’m there for you
Who’d have know that I’d run out
Now I grip your hair
And drag you under
All you’ve covered up with doubt

So this is how if feels to be right
After fighting so long
I’m rescued by your wrong

Lovers at war
Til you came to save me
Seconds before
My platform gave out

Place your bets
Loves on the chopping block
Which direction to pursue
Weakling let’s let judgment wait awhile
While I execute inside of you again

So this how it feels to be right
After fighting so long
I’m rescued by your wrong
So this how it feels to be right
After fight so long
I’m rescued by your wrong 








Drew Sarich, why must you come back to fucking haunt me after all you've done?